Lonely Town / New Morning

New Morning

So happy just to be alive
Underneath the sky of blue
On this new morning, new morning
On this new morning with you

Lonely Town

I’ve been working overtime
And I can’t get you off my mind

It’s a Sunday and in a attempt to amuse myself I’ve gone shopping. There is a photo taken of Aziz Ansari walking with a large clear umbrella, and holding a ice cream cone with three scoops in the other. All eyes are on him. He has the attention, but nobody to share the ice cream with. I feel like him right now, although the attention isn’t on me. I feel like it is though. There is something sad about seeing someone shopping alone, even though I know it more practical. I am carrying my bag of purchases in one hand, and I have my phone in the other. Holding my phone is very Jeff Winger of me. I hold it as though I’m seconds away from getting an important call. I’m not though.

I always thought things would change
but they never did

Another kid in Lonely Town

Nobody likes you…
Everyone left you…
They’re all out without you…
Having fun…

When I was a kid I knew I never wanted to be an actor because of the uncertainty that comes with the job. How did I become a struggling “content creator”. That term is a laugh in itself. Is that just a made up term for people that are making money while not really doing anything? Am I being to shady now? Probably. The shade is coming from the frustration. I’m busking every day and getting thrown ten cent pieces.

She takes just like a woman.
She makes love just like a woman.
And then she aches just like a woman.
But she breaks just like a little girl.

Today the world was introduced to Caitlyn Jenner. The photo’s were amazing, but I think Laverne Cox said it best. We should focus on her inner beauty, and how her true shelf can finally be released.